I don't know why but it just feels right to be by myself a little bit.
Correction.. it doesn't feel right something actually feels wrong. It all feels wrong. I talk to people if I see them but I'm not texting anyone. Which is good, i think. It's always good to take a break from texting. It all just feels wrong though. I feel like my every thought is wrong. I'm trying to remind myself of the Lord, but I'm all over the place right now. So it's better to not talk to people and say something I'll regret.
Whatever this is I know that it will pass and everything will be fine.
So in the mean time I don't want to bother anybody.
Ugh... I hear my own words and I know its all WRONG...
I know what I should do.. I think...
I know my brain is fuzzy and I know thats because Satan is packing my brain with crap... and i'm letting him.
It's a weird feeling. A lost identity.
You can't serve two masters.
I love certain things. I love certain stories. However, they put my brain in a fuzzy place. I don't want to give them up though.
I can't really exactly pin point what's wrong with me right now. It's not clear.
I just know it's wrong.
Talking to people might actually help make it clear.
I don't know...
