May 5th, 2013
When you finally find a songs that sounds like you feel....
I know where I am right now isn't good. It's amazing how in just twenty-four hours I can spazz so much.
I'm freaking out.. inside.. and it paralyzes me.
I wish I could be like Iron Man and when I have anxiety be able to work with it and just become super productive.... for me.. I just freeze and lay in bed.
Every minute that goes by makes me freak out more..
One more minute closer to going to school tomorrow. To having long rehearsals this week and lots of tests to finish. Then after that prom is the next week. Gotta figure out all the details and then it will be over.. Than I will graduate. Gotta figure out college. I don't wanna.
I just wanna freeze. I want time to stop. I can't say goodbye yet. It feels like my friends are already leaving me.. and all this.. All these little things I'm trying my hardest to not think about.
Haven't been able to eat today.
I'm going on lockdown. No texting. No facebook. No distractions. Just me. Tonight.
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