Hi again there!

Brother

I recently rediscovered this blog and found the post I made about my friend Niki. We've been inseparable for 3 years now. I've been thinking about my friends today. Mickah, Sabbina, Niki, Kaitie, and Naomi. I love my friends. If they needed me, I'd be thankful they gave me the opportunity to provide them help.

I'm so thankful for my friends. I'm so thankful I have people I know I can turn to and struggle through this life with.

I'm learning so much through this pandemic it would be impossible to put it all into a blog post. Everyday is battle and everyday there is a balance that is needed and I rarely get it right. 

Things i've been learning:

1: I can't control other people. Simple enough but I'm learning to believe this throughout the day. I can only control what I do. 

2: Purpose. Everyday and every action is about our purpose behind it. God cares about our heart more than anything else. It's not about what we do, it's why we do it.

3: I want to change. I want to stop my bad habits. I want freedom.

And so much more. 

I desperately don't want to waste this life. It's going to disappear I even know it. I want to wake up and realize how precious each day is. If I keep living for only myself, it'll be a waste.

I'll be good

I know this post is kind of a mess, but isn't that life? We rarely have only one thing going on. As much as I love the TV show "Boy Meets World"... life is rarely a one problem at a time episode. Not even just problems but distractions, attentions, goals, regrets, and aspirations. So many things pull us from right now.