Trouble.

April 23^rd, 2013

            Oh boys, boys, boys…

Here is a new story:

             A friend of mine has started a bad cycle. Last semester this boy told me he had a crush on me. Long story short I didn’t feel the same way so I told him bluntly but gently. Ever since then things have been messy. I haven’t quite realized how far it’s gotten till now.

            Normal stuff happened first. He always wanted to now what I was doing and was always inviting me places. I’ve never really considered him to be super close so I’d usually reject the invites. Then he would start always having to know where I am, what I’m doing, who I’m with. If he couldn’t get the answers from me he would go to my friends and ask them. I let it go. Then he started to get angry over little things. I let that go too. Then in January he blows up on me out of nowhere. I had gone to another guy friend’s house and he was extremely mad. He said that since I knew he wasn’t invited that I shouldn’t have gone. He said it was all my fault he wasn’t invited. He said a lot of things that made me feel really bad. I didn’t know what to say. So I let it go. The next day he apologizes and says how he won’t do it again.

            A month later he blows up on me again, apologies, I forgive and forget. His anger starts to become more and more often and he starts to become more aggressive towards other people. He ended up hitting a friend of mine, but I’m not sure who started it. Last month he blew up on me again. He was angry for two words I said. People were telling a story about how he showed up at my house at 10pm on a Sunday and they said he thought I would like it. When someone asked me if I did I said “not exactly” in a joking matter. He texted me the whole night in anger over my comment. He apologies, I let it go. He asks me to come over, I decline… He shows up at my house…

            This week he has blown up on my again. This time he is angry because I haven’t liked any of his recent instagram photos. He says some nasty things and says how I think I never do anything wrong to him. He keeps asking me all these questions angrily and then says he’s not angry. He makes me feel like crap. I’m starting to believe it is all my fault. I’ve talked to some people at my school and they are helping me handle the situation, but I still feel guilty. I know I get angry at little things, and I haven’t been what he has expected of me and I feel bad. Not only have I not been what he wanted but now I’m completely shutting him off. I’m not sure I have any other choice though because I can’t keep going through this cycle.

I don’t know. Any thoughts?