8:22pm:
One thing I need to clarify before I continue. My life... is not about me. Though sometimes I get the perspective that it is... It really isn't. It's about God.
Another thing I need to say. For all those who know me. I am sorry. Deeply sorry. I am sorry for my attitude recently and for snapping at you. I'm sorry for getting offended over stupid little things and thinking so much about myself. I AM SORRY!
Now.. I probably should update what happened with my family. They took the news well. My dad asked a lot of questions and my mom asked some too. My sister just sat there and asked questions later when we were alone. It's kinda weird now.. but I'm getting use to it. I don't tell them when I'm struggling cause that's too uncomfortable for me.
Every single day.. is a huge struggle. Everyday I make specific choices and have to choose to do the right thing. It's not about me though. It's about God.
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